Mushy Christmas...

- nagpapakamush ngayong Pasko dahil sa isang teddy bear.... ;p

Get Real

" I'm sick of feeling totally alone. I wanted to have friends who like me for who I am. I want to be part of a family who love me for who I am and not someone I pretend to be to keep that love. I'm sick of hiding, of being sad and scared... It's only love. What's everyone so scared of?"

- Steven Carter

Another heart wrenching love story. Christmas na Christmas nagmomoment ako ngayon dito sa kwarto. At least nakakuha ulit akong idea on how to come out to my family. Kaso wala nako sa high school.

Is this a date??

I went out with someone again yesterday on what I think was a date... hehehe hindi naman sinabi nung kasama ko eh inaya lang nya akong lumabas. At mejo humaba lang ang hair ko because of his sweetness. He was late on our meeting time pero he made up to me by giving me chocolates. He treated me for a movie and dinner at lumabas pa siya ng cinema just to get me a straw kasi nakalimutang ilagay sa plastic. Gusto pa akong ihatid sana sa amin. Feeling prinsesa na sana ako kaso hindi ko naman alam kung date ba yun o hindi...

Kunyari demure...

Yesterday was our hospital's Christmas party and happy was an understatement of what happened the whole night...

I came later than what was our supposed call time to prepare for the presentation that we were supposed to do in the program and there weren't much people around yet in our department. We checked our music and its skipping like crazy. Not to mention that there was still a patient waiting to give birth that night. So everyone was a bit down that afternoon. Good thing the mood changed when we were changing to our outfits and I was in for a treat. We thought of painting our faces but changed our mind at the last minute. Since I already bought the face paint, I suggested that the boys in our department paint their bodies instead. At first, they didn't like the idea but they changed their mind. Since they are too scared to touch each others bodies, they made me paint on them instead. OMG!!! I had to put on my serious face the whole time. Kelangan hindi ipahalatang nageenjoy ako at professional pa rin ang dating. B who I think has the nicest body in our department keeps on flexing his tattoed chest while I was painting on him. I got to paint on A's body too which would have turned me on if I still had a crush on him. (Sorry M). All that plus a lot of pics taken made it fun even if we bombed at our dance. M thought of going to the ward to get our pics taken with both of our crushes. J and M. She introduced me to them and had our pics taken. Bliss. Since everyone wants to continue the fun, we went out with a couple of the doctors there to Timog to continue the party at Barrackz. Had a couple of booze and danced all night. It was a night to remember indeed.;p

T.D.T.E.S.S.

This movie is somewhat like "An Inconvenient Truth" with a sci-fi twist. A very good movie but I was irritated with the kid in the movie. I wished he would've been eaten by the microscopic bugs instead. But I guess that was part of his role. Very scary if it would happen in real life especially with the environtmental crisis we are in right now. (Tip: Let the alien speak to the presidents)

Love of Siam...

The Love Of Siam

" So I have one question. If we can love someone so much? How will we be able to handle it the day when we are separated? And, if being separated is a part of life, and you know about separation well. Is it possible that we can love someone and never be afraid to lose them? At the same time, is it possible that we can live our entire life without loving anyone at all? That's my loneliness... I know just how bad loneliness feels. I fear it will continue to get worse." - Mew