Mahiya daw oh...

Pauwi nako from work at super haggardness na at di ko inexpect na masstress pako on my way home. Masaya na sana ako sa pwesto ko sa fx dahil solo ko ang front seat so walang makikipagsiksikan sakin kungdi lang sa mga jiritasyon na mga estudyante sa likod ko. Nung una di ko na pinapansin ang kalakasan ng boses nilang magkwento kahit na medyo naiirita nako sa language na ginagamit nila dahil every 10 seconds kelangan tlaga may mura leche. Nagparining pa yung isa na ampangit daw nung music na pinapatugtog ng driver. Kakahiya naman sa kanila. At ang super kajiritasyon sa kanila e nung nagpatugtog sila ng music sa cellphones nila na dinaig ang sound system nung fx. Buti sana kung super hip ng pinapatugtog nila e tipong millenia na rin ang tagal nung pinapatugtog nilang music. Kairita talaga. Dagdagan pa ng pagsabay nila sa kanta na parang sila lang ang sakay ni Manong. Nagawa pa nung isa na magkoment na mahiya naman daw sila. Me mga tao talagang kahit nagaaral sa matinong institusyon hindi marunong ng manners... tsktsktsk

Bigo-li

Kahapon, nang dahil sa isang review sa clickthecity ay nakipagkita ako sa isang friend ko na matagaltagal ko nang hindi nakakabonding. Natuwa siya nung sinabi kong sa Bigoli ko gustong kumain ng dinner dahil daw merong cute na guy dun while I was excited to try their White Bacon Pizza and Turtle Cheesecake. Sadness nabigo akong makain yun dahil medyo late na kaming pumunta dun at pasara na sila. I was disappointed as well with what I ordered dahil aside from the fact na hindi na siya mainit, there's nothing really special with the pizza. Buti nalang I have good company that night. I'll try to come back sometime at aagahan ko na baka sakaling magbago ang dining experience ko dun hehehe...

Napagisip tuloy ako...

Habang pauwi ako ng bahay, hindi ko naiwasan na marinig ang pinapakinggan na station nung driver ng fx na sinakyan ko. At first he was talking about how society conditions our mind into thinking that we are nobody from our family to school to society itself. Tapos napunta na sa religion ang reason niya for that. That some religion conditions our mind that we couldn't do enough on their standards of being a good man. Na ang ultimate reason daw for us trying to do things in our life for us to "belong" to a group in society and fill the emptiness that we feel inside is God's rejection of Adam and Eve in the beginning. Ngayon napaisip ako, kasi I usually have those feeling of wanting to know what my purpose in life is and also the feeling of insecurity in who I am and he may have a point pero naisip ko lang na he is speaking in the perspective of someone in the Roman Catholic religion. Pano kung Muslim ako or Hindu or Buddhist? Would his theory about how man is be valid? hehehe napagisip tuloy ako dun....

2 Hours of Sleep but lotsa Fun!!!

Last Saturday was the most tiring day ever pero super saya naman nito. I came home around 8:30 in the morning looking forward to having a beauty rest before our class reunion later that night. By 11 am I got a text from a friend of mine asking me to accompany him to the hospital for a check up. Effort ito pero dahil mabait at supportive friend ako (seriously) hehehe sinamahan ko nalang rin sya. We had lunch and went to Medical City at andun lang kami for the rest of the afternoon. Met up with Jannoe after and headed for Tiendesitas. We thought we were running late but we were the first ones there. Had fun the rest of the night!! I got home around 11 am of Sunday and was out the rest of the day... Sana maulit hehehe

Failure, Imagination and Life...

I was reading yesterday's newspaper because I slept yesterday away from my lack of it the night before and I happen to read JKR's commencement address to Harvard students. I just wished ours was this good. These are the following lines that stood out to me...

"Failure is the stripping away of the inessential. You will never truly know yourself, or the strength of your relationships, until both have been tested by adversity."

"Personal happiness lies in knowing that life is not a check-list of acquisition or achievement."

"Life is difficult and complicated, and beyond anyone's total control, and the humility to know that will enable you to survive its vicissitudes."

"Imagination is the power that enables us to empathize with humans whose experiences we have never shared... And many prefer not to exercise their imaginations at all. They choose to remain comfortably within the bounds of their own experience, never troubling to wonder how it would feel to have been born other than they are."

"What we achieve inwardly will change outer reality. It expresses, in part, our inescapable connection with the outside world, the fact that we touch other people's lives simply by existing."

"As is a tale, so is life: not how long it is but how good it is, is what matters."

- from HarvardMagazine.com
(video and transcript here)

What have I done lately???

Dahil sa lahat ng kakilala ko ay napanood na ang Wanted at ayaw rin siyang panoorin ng mga workmates ko, I opted to watch the movie alone...(Imagine) Superb movie... akalain mong kaya palang pasabugin ang isang buildind gamit lamang ang mga daga... pero behind the action laden plot at mga twists ng story, I liked the last scene where the actor asked the viewers what have they done lately. Too often, we get caught up in the rush of the world that we sometimes forget the essence of having a life... a sense of living and not just having a job just because. Thanks to this movie, I wasn't feeling so bad at all for not having the job I want. I had a boost to do the things that I told myself that I should be doing but kept on putting it aside... Now all I need to do is to commit to this motivation... woohoo

Ahem, Emperor daw oh...

You are The Emperor

Stability, power, protection, realization; a great person.

The Emperor is the great authority figure of the Tarot, so it represents
fathers, father-figures and employers. There is a lot of aggression and violence
too.

The Emperor naturally follows the Empress. Like an infant, he is filled with enthuiasm, energy, aggression. He is direct, guileless and all too often irresistible. Unfortunately, like a baby he can also be a tyrant. Impatient, demanding, controlling. In the best of circumstances, he signifies the leader that everyone wants to follow, sitting on a throne that indicates the solid foundation of an Empire he created, loves and rules with intelligence and enthusiasm. But that throne can also be a trap, a responsibility that has the Emperor feeling restless, bored and discontent.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Where to??

It is 4 in the morning and still I can't get some sleep. I haven't blogged recently because I felt that I needed something positive to write about and so far I couldn't really see the goodness in what happened to me and my job. I am losing it right now but still hanging on, thanks to the support I get from my friends. Right now, I don't know where am I going. I'm lost and I need to get a map quick... ( Kaya ko to... haii)