Act your age...

"Actually pinagdasal ko yun eh na hindi ka matanggap..." Seriously?! I mean seriously?! ( Meredith Grey tone) Nice!! Magdadasal ka na nga lang, yung ikakasama ko pa. Ok I get it. You all want me to do something that YOU all want me to do. It just hurts becauseI thought you were supposed to support me no matter what. Not pray for my demise just because its not something that you planned out. I know that you all mean well for me but please let me grow up in my own way. I'm lost right now. I'm saddened because the feeling that I have had with all of you aren't the same now. Once upon a time, I could tell everything and anything to all of you. Now I feel like a stranger. I have walls around me and I feel like a stranger to the people I adore before. I want to better myself but hearing you say that made me feel lost. It just goes to show that maturity doesn't really come with age... x(