I pray it's not....

I just came from a wonderful vacation/reunion with my extended family and that experience came with a price. It was early morning and as I was getting ready to fix myself up for the day. I saw something that confirmed something that I've been saking off this couple of weeks and that is that I have a disease. A sexually transmitted one. I just pray that it's just a simple case and not the one where it could ruin my whole life's plan. I'm scared and really concerned. If not for a friend of mine, I prob. don't know what I'm going to do. I'll have my checkup by Sat. I just pray it's not that.