Looking Forward to Nothing...

It's 2 am and I still can't sleep. I need to sleep! I already talked to a friend of mine and I thought that I'm ok now. I really thought I am. That awkward scene keeps flashing on my head, tormenting me for days now. I don't know how you get over that. For now, this helps... as of the moment, the future that I picture out before is getting all blurred up. Hope I'm not looking forward to nothing once more...