I'm afraid of %E@!....

Yesterday I just realized that I'm afraid to be intimate again with anyone. After the scare that I had months ago for some nights where I succumbed (nosebleed) to my hormones. I am relieved by the news that it was just a wake up call for me. And yesterday, I realized that I've put up a wall around me and that's the reason why I wasn't my old self again. I know it is unnatural to be afraid of something that science say to be one of your needs ( Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs) but I'd rather not reach self actualization than face my worst nightmare.

2 comments:

MakMak said...

Don't think of it as being scared, you're just more careful now that is. :)

That's a good thing.

lazy john said...

hehehe truetrue... thanks;p